tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11405352060396803522024-02-08T12:37:18.859-06:00Goddess of GoodnessDiets and life and stuff - oh my! The best of the worst, and a chronicle of how I'm getting to where I want to be.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.comBlogger92125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-17577826409608426232014-04-12T19:55:00.000-05:002014-04-12T19:55:04.674-05:00I know this is silly .......but I think my new bed might be possessed with bad memories, or negative emotions or energy or whatever. I've been Googling how to sort of exorcise my bed but I don't think I quite have it right. I also had my boyfriend's brother "ping" the bed, so he said, to remove anything negative associated with it but I tried to nap earlier and had quite the nightmares.
The bed is used, of course, but clean - simply because I can't afford something of my own that is paid for with real money. I cleaned the bedroom today, lit some incense ... I don't know what else to do. The room isn't really big enough to fit rearranging in there, not with the child's bed, too. And not without covering up vital air vents, as our room has no alternative source of air.
I'm getting scared to go to bed at night; the nightmares are getting to be too much. Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-59779290190864036092014-04-11T13:46:00.000-05:002014-04-11T13:46:01.437-05:00Spring!It's a b-e-a-utiful day outside! I have the windows open and the ceiling fan going, much to the satisfaction of the cats. While I write and listen to music, it's nice to feel a cool, spring breeze. I just wish I felt better.
We got a bed a little over a week ago, which means I haven't slept properly since over a week ago. I want to keep moving from the bed down to the floor to sleep, but it doesn't seem like appropriate conduct so I stay with the lover. Maybe the bed has some bad karma or something, because when I do sleep my slumber is filled with negative emotions and images. I cry, I sweat, I clench my teeth. Something has got to give.
Maybe we should move the bed elsewhere in the room, hmm? Proper feng shui and all that. It might be a valid option. Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-89088659103199795012014-03-17T07:18:00.000-05:002014-03-17T07:18:30.943-05:00ResidencyI applied for the Amtrak Residency program last night, and now I'm nervous! I don't feel like I'm good enough to get it, but at least I put my work in the hat, right? To apply, you had to submit a writing sample. I didn't want to use any of my previous work, which was on the darker side, but I had a vague idea of a story forming in my noggin, so I sat down to write anew and the words just poured out of my head onto the screen. The story wrote itself while I sat there and watched. It was an amazing feeling, just watching what my fingers had to type while my brain formulated all these incredible words. Almost like an out-of-body experience...almost.
Time for tea! I'm up before everyone else to make sure the Boy got on the bus, and now it's just quiet writing and internet time. I <3 this time of day the best!Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-42973018000589990642014-03-14T15:18:00.001-05:002014-03-14T15:18:15.395-05:00I Just Joined Smiley360Thought everyone should know ... <a href="http://smiley360.com/2961712.cfm#.UyNjzPHIoJU.blogger">I Just Joined Smiley360</a> ...<br /><br />
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It's getting so frustrating! Now I guess I need to have my hormone levels checked with my family doctor. And if those are low, then what? Someone else telling me they don't know why the levels are low and just deal with it?Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-64696850555826372172014-03-13T13:21:00.000-05:002014-03-13T13:21:09.667-05:00PMSThe weather has been a bitch lately, like Mother Nature is having premenstrual mood swings or something. The other day it was 74 degrees outside! Windows open, shorts on, playing football outside with the boy ... and it snowed last night and the heat got turned on because it was 27 this morning. My arthritic bones can't keep this up much longer! Old age is totally gonna suck.
Another day of desperately looking for jobs to get us out of this situation and back on our feet. We've even contemplated going to a shelter for the time being, but that was vetoed due to lack of vehicle. Stuck, that's all we are. Stuck with no resources, and this game is getting old. Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-16003013859865951352014-03-11T18:39:00.000-05:002014-03-11T18:39:25.204-05:00Is spring finally here?I've had a stomach bug or something for the last week or so and I'm finally starting to get over it...another five pounds gone, though! This makes a total of 25, and I'm super happy! Still have to get used to drinking water again after being sick, but now I'm allowing myself a soda every now and then and I don't feel like it's going to be an addiction again.
Soda used to be my thang, and I felt like I couldn't live or function without at least one a day. When we moved to Minnesota I kinda weaned myself off it, and was like that for almost two months! Then I had a soda when Nick and I went out to eat last month and it was like nirvana in my mouth. I've been having one every week or so, and now I don't really feel good about it at all. Does this mean I'm growing up?Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-34322351680262249862014-03-08T18:39:00.000-06:002014-03-08T18:39:04.462-06:00AmazonI review products and buy a lot of things from Amazon, so here's something worth checking out:<br /><a target="_blank" href="http://www.amazon.com/b/ref=assoc_tag_ph_1393976845574?_encoding=UTF8&camp=1789&creative=9325&linkCode=pf4&node=517808&tag=goddesso-20">Shop Amazon - Spring Outlet Event</a><img src="http://ir-na.amazon-adsystem.com/e/ir?t=goddesso-20&l=pf4&o=1" width="1" height="1" border="0" alt="" style="border:none !important; margin:0px !important;" />
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My raspberry ketones came from there, as did another weight loss supplement I just purchased. If you have any ideas for weight loss supplements or low fat meals, let me know!Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-41006521179568088722014-03-08T18:26:00.003-06:002014-03-08T18:26:57.799-06:00Is this death?I have gastroenteritis, and it feels like the end is nigh. Fever, stomach and abdominal pain, nausea, diarrhea ... all of the finer things in life, combined into one convenient disease. So far today I've had a cookie and a cup of tea, one green bean and a bite of chicken. None of which fared well. I'm hungry but can't eat, and almost threw up in the bath yesterday because the motion of the water made me sick! Why can't this go away?! I suppose it's a good way to lose weight, if you're trying to be optimistic ... but I'm not at the moment.<br />
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When I do feel better, I've got some raspberry ketones to try that I got for free from a company called NutraH3. Don't really know what they're for other than a dietary supplement, but they smell good and come in a capsule that looks like I can swallow it without issue.<br />
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At least I can get some writing done during all this down time!Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-47094458844978785672014-03-04T12:01:00.000-06:002014-03-04T12:01:18.738-06:00IssuesI had my gallbladder removed in July 2013, due to multiple stones that were aggravating the heck out of me. The problem I've been having since is constant diarrhea and stomach cramping. Is this normal? When I mentioned it to my doctor a couple of times, he told me that it's to be expected and there's nothing that can be done about it except wait it out. However, I've heard that the symptoms can last for several years before stopping! This can't be true, right? If that's the case, I would rather have my gallbladder back and deal with the stones that this!<br />
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In fact, in today's technological age, why can't they just make a disease-free gallbladder and put it back in? I know experts say that we don't actually need a gallbladder to function, but I don't recall having these symptoms <i>with </i>a gallbladder, right? This makes no sense! I've lost 20 pounds since my surgery, though, which isn't a lot (because I'm still festively fat), so I guess that could be seen as a plus. I'll start using the Leslie Sansone walking DVD pretty soon, though, as soon as my bones can handle the movement.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-82128896883262115792014-03-02T10:49:00.002-06:002014-03-02T10:49:54.067-06:00Time to Revive!All right, folks, it's been WAY too long since the last update so let's get this party started again! So much has happened in the last YEAR that we're not going to pick up where we left off but rather start over in a sense.<br />
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We moved to Minnesota December of 2013; unfortunately, it didn't last long and we were back in Kentucky by January 2nd of this year. Along the way, I managed to lose about 20 pounds! Go me! I'm currently practicing a restricted diet and moderating my liquid intake - lots of water, not so much soda anymore. I had gallbladder surgery last July and am still suffering from the side effects of having it gone, but overall I'm feeling a lot healthier about myself and ... well, life in general. I'm ready to move forward!<br />
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My back feels a lot better now that I'm walking more, but I feel like giving up some days. Walking is difficult and will always be that way, and sometimes I don't want to fight the good fight anymore. Is all this pain really worth it in the end? I don't know. *sigh* And right now I don't care. I wanna crawl into a cave and never come out.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-11325979430611495472012-03-05T07:55:00.000-06:002012-03-05T07:55:05.684-06:00Wow!Holy Jeebus, Batman! A lot has happened over the last month, and I just got too busy to write! Here's a quick breakdown ....<br />
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The child support hearing went pear-shaped from the minute I got there, and DA ended up being arrested right there in the courtroom and thrown in jail for 31 days! He's out this coming Thursday, though, and then I hope he goes back from whence he came and never darkens my doorstep again. I'm still not getting child support, but who cares? All I want is him to never step foot in my life again!<br />
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And ... the best news of all ... well, not the best, but still - we got a new apartment! We're out of the hotel, yay! Moved out on the 18th of last month, and I couldn't be happier! Nick's job is still going swimmingly, I'm still volunteering for peanuts a day (but it's still some money, blah) and ... and ... AND ....<br />
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I'm able to walk again! Two shoes, baby! Out of the wheelchair and on my own, once again! I went to the doctor last week, and he said I'm completely healed so there's no need for another visit. Wooooot! I'm still not up to the same standard I was pre-accident, but I'm getting there. It's slow going for me, but I'm up! And moving! And about! And I'm ecstatic :)<br />
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I also started taking some prescription weight loss pills about the middle of last month, and my pants are already fitting looser than before! I don't have a scale, so I don't know how much (if any) I've lost, but I feel good about myself again, like before ... and that means a whole lot more than any number on the scale :)Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-29685659850846030562012-02-06T07:38:00.000-06:002012-02-06T07:38:53.091-06:00Good grief ....I have a court hearing this morning regarding child support, and I'm scared to death. I hate going to court for any reason, but child support is the worst. Just the thought of possibly seeing my son's father makes me nauseous, I don't want to see his weaselly face or hear his mouth spout lies. I just want it over and done. Honestly, I wish I wasn't even involved with child support. He can just keep his greasy money and leave me and my child alone, for all I care.<br />
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I don't wanna. Why is being an adult so hard sometimes?Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-27504722505030925242012-02-03T16:40:00.003-06:002012-02-03T16:40:21.856-06:00Family Movie Night?<br />
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We’re all about family movie night in our house but lately we’ve really gotten into some premium channel series. There’s one on Showtime right now called Homeland that’s practically the best sow I’ve seen in years and I just think it’s just because I’ve always like CIA type stuff. I love that it’s set in DC, too, because I think it’s so cool seeing all the landmarks and stuff. My husband was really against us getting <a href="http://www.satellite911.com/" title="www.satellite911.com/ deal">www.satellite911.com/</a> channels because he said we didn’t need them but I think all the good shows on Showtime (he really likes<a href="http://tv.yahoo.com/dexter/show/38195">Dexter</a>, too) are making it worth it for him. I love that he’s so frugal but sometimes you’ve got to make life worth living, am I right? Anyway, we still have family movie nights but they’re often more about watching the latest episode than the latest movie which I think is a great way for us to bond, either way! No one ever said family movie night had to be all about movies, you know what I mean?</div>Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-69728668107687579962012-01-30T14:00:00.001-06:002012-01-30T14:00:25.980-06:00Good?My boyfriend got a job, yippee! I've also filed taxes, meaning we should be able to move out and find a place of our own pretty soon. With any luck, that is. The day after he got the job, I got news that we might end up homeless by the middle of this week but that looks like a distant possibility right now. After a lot of begging and scrambling, we managed to come up with what we need to get by this week so I'm holding my breath. A lot.<br />
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Next Monday is court for child support, and then Thursday is my next foot appointment! You know, he had me walking without my immobilizer but after two weeks I was in so much pain I couldn't move. Guess what? Back in the brace now. Next Thursday determines whether or not I need aquatic therapy, but I'm hoping it's a yes! I'm so tired of not walking.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-28240283149254765152012-01-26T17:44:00.001-06:002012-01-26T17:44:41.451-06:00Karma has finally spread her lovely retribution our way ... my boyfriend got a full-time job, and it starts Monday! After he accepted, he got yet <i>another</i> offer for a job tonight for another company! Oh, my stars up above ... I love when things work out. We've been working diligently for over six months to be fully employed, and now all that hard works seems to have paid off! Life = <3 right now.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-3055180857420016412012-01-11T19:36:00.002-06:002012-01-11T19:36:23.460-06:00Pain :(<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Life has taken many unexpected turns lately, and I'm doing my best to hold on ... but lord, it's tough! Christmas was insane for many reasons, but it's over and we have a new, untarnished year ahead of us.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">I went to the doctor last week because I have a problem in my left breast. It's swollen, hot and painful and has been red in spots. I went in the other day for a mammogram and ultrasound and the doctor called me today. Even though the mammogram showed no signs of any malignancies, the ultrasound showed something suspicious. The radiologist suspected tissue inflammation, and after discussing it with the other clinic doctors my doc decided that a biopsy would be the next best course of action. As she said, if anything is wrong it's early enough to correct it. I've been on Augmentin for the last week in case of infection, but there's something wrong in there that antibiotics can't touch. Needless to say, I'm scared. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">I've also started walking again, and I'm ready to give up. It's so painful! Even though I'm back on my arthritis medicine, I know it's going to take some time and I'm just tired of dealing with so much pain. I try not to cry, and be brave ... but a lot of times I fail. I'm not strong right now, I'm just scared. To help me, though, I went to the doctor today to talk to him about my weight problem. He tested my liver, kidneys and thyroid and started me on a weight loss medication that should start helping me see some progress. New year, new me, right? I'm just trying to take control of my life again, despite all of the recent setbacks. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">I get no help from my parents, the only blood family I have. My mom told me today I need to start walking for exercise, even though I haven't walked in 5 months and don't know how to use my legs again yet. Baby steps ... I also got the litany about my weight when I told her I was doing something about it, and how all of these troubles I'm having are caused by being fat, as she put it. I don't even think she knows how bad it hurts, but I take it and don't say anything. It kills me. Nick wanted to break up with me last week, said I was too out of sorts and not myself anymore ... he just couldn't handle me any longer. It was sort of the kick in the ass I needed to take a look at myself, my life, and realize I really wasn't who I used to be. Hence, a lot of changes. I'm hoping to be better by mid-year. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">Sometimes I just need to talk. I just need to let things out. When I feel like crying, I need to write and I'm stressed right now. Between the health problems, relationship issues and still looking for work I feel like pulling my hair out. Here's to a better tomorrow.</span>Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-73940273563220739992012-01-03T16:37:00.000-06:002012-01-03T16:37:11.392-06:00New Sitcoms<div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-left;">Guest written by our friend Solomon Thompson</div><div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-left;"><br />
</div><div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-left;">There haven’t been a ton of great new sitcoms in the last few years (with the exception of Modern Family, obviously) but I’ve really gotten into the syndicated ones I pick up on some of the channels on my <a href="http://www.satellitetvspecials.net/">Satellite TV</a>TV. It’s been fun catching up on all the old Seinfelds and I love Sex and the City and the old http://www.entourageweeknights.com/ episodes they air of FX. Of course, when they come over from the premium channels they can’t use the vulgar language or anything but it’s been great getting to know some new shows better and I’ve even gone out and rented some of the DVDs so I can watch them in their full glory! <a href="http://insidetv.ew.com/2008/04/07/project-runway-5/">BRAVO</a> has some great original programming and so does MTV, though I hate to say it since I’m 40 years old. I guess I’m just a sucker for the kind of stuff that puts me at ease and makes me laugh which is why I watch such low-brow kind of stuff. So sue me!</div>Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-9337506893673840742012-01-02T08:57:00.000-06:002012-01-03T16:36:15.842-06:00GagI had to actually go buy new pants the other day. Anyone that knows me KNOWS this is the bane of my existence, but that's not the point. The point is, I've gained enough weight that I'm now in another size. BUT! ... I only have about a week left before I go to the doctor to see if I can start walking again. And then what? It's not going to cure my love of food (that, I believe, is psychological), but I'll be able to start using the exercise equipment that I stare longingly at every morning over breakfast. Yay! ... well, possible yay.<br />
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In the meantime, I'm trying to get Nick's business off the ground and running. Guess it's the only thing I'm good for right now, it seems. I keep gaining weight in the wheelchair .... I'm sure it's from being depressed and not being able to be mobile. Not taking my arthritis medicine means I'm super achy, which also doesn't help mobility. I feel pretty miserable, and just in time for Christmas! No income = tons of worries.<br />
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Blah.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-49836478797120465492011-12-02T08:52:00.002-06:002011-12-02T08:52:59.760-06:00Satellite TV Rules!<div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-left;">Love it all</div><div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-left;"><br />
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</div><div style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-left;">Gosh, I got <a href="http://www.cannonsatellite.com/">Direct Satellite TV</a> at my new place and I can’t stop watching that show “The Real Housewives.” There are so many different versions of it I feel like it comes on twice a week and as soon as one season ends and I think I’m able to break the cycle another one starts in a new city. I’ve been really into the New Jersey season but it’s over now – no worries, though, Atlanta is starting back again soon and those ladies really know how to bring the drama. I can’t imagine a day that goes by that I don’t have on <a href="http://www.mediareallymatters.com/2011/03/14/bravo-television-america%E2%80%99s-misogyny-network/">BRAVO</a>, even if it’s just playing in the background and that’s enough to keep me sane. My job is really high-pressure and if I need to watch some silly TV at night to help me unwind I guess I just don’t see the problem with it. My vice isn’t nearly as bad as some people’s although it may be slightly more embarrassing to tell people about! Just don’t spill the beans, okay?</div>Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-46818958961718119142011-10-06T08:09:00.000-05:002011-10-06T08:09:21.927-05:00Moving Forward...no pun intended (: Doctor said I can start hobbling around with a walker, as long as I still use the stabilizing boot. That's okay by me, I was super sick of being carted around in a wheelchair. I've been doing super good on my eating, too. The main reason was proooobably because we had, like, no food in the house, but still - woot for me!<br />
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However, last night was bad. I actually overate to the point where someone had to rub my stomach and I had to take a gas pill to digest everything properly. Now, don't get me wrong here - I know you're probably envisioning Garfield shoveling lasagna into his gaping maw at warp speed, or a Ho-Ho eating princess watching Oprah on Oxygen. Neither is true, it was just more food than I'd eaten over the last week combined, really. More than I was supposed to. Lesson learned, though. I was miserable with gas and vertigo, and slept with a blanket over my head like Michael Jackson was showing me off to the crowds below. Ugh. Done.<br />
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I have yet to actually weigh myself since learning I gained a ton of weight, and the day after a carb binge is probably not the best time. Tomorrow? Assuming I can not eat my hands, that sounds great.Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-12261816524292946042011-10-02T17:46:00.000-05:002011-10-02T17:46:13.002-05:00Better?Heading to the doctor tomorrow to see about surgery for this foot o' mine ... sigh. All of the bruising and swelling is gone, and I'm able to stand minimally on it but I'm still in the wheelchair. And because I was depressed after the accident, I gained about 8 pounds .... but since I'd just lost 7, it was a big deal :(<br />
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Like I said before, I resorted to SlimFast. Not my fave thing in the world, but I suppose it's doing the trick. I also started taking Xenadrine Results, and - surprisingly enough - I actually like it. It gently curbs my appetite and helps me feel more awake without completely diminishing my appetite or making me jittery. A plus! Huzzah! I'm hoping that while I'm still in the wheelchair and confined to a no-walking regimen that I'll at least be able to stop eating my weight in junk food. Weight loss would be nice, but I'm a realist. Just fitting into my sweatpants on a daily basis would be considered a win at this point.<br />
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Tomorrow, ladies and gentleman, my fate shall be determined - will I walk again? Well, I know I will, but ... will I walk soon? Or is surgery imminent for this woman ... tune it tomorrow (same bat time, same bat channel) to find out more!<br />
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*poof*Goddess of Goodnesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10684953115182612009noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1140535206039680352.post-39383123805192317502011-09-30T16:26:00.003-05:002011-10-04T14:59:58.649-05:00Touring the Country<div class="MsoNormal">Thanks for the post from Kirk Wood<br />
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I’m starting to find out what it actually means to get old. My joints are starting to heart more, certain physical activity makes me tired, and I’m going to bed a lot earlier than normal. My wife and I were having a conversation the other day and we both are in agreement that life has just flown by and we cannot figure out where the time has gone. I jokingly told her that we should check ourselves into a retirement home and go ahead and start figuring out our last will and testament. My wife has always dreamed of buying a RV and touring the country once we retire and I’ve always felt like it was one of her better ideas. Therefore, the time has almost come for making major decisions like that, she’s retired from her job and I plan on retiring within the year. A great friend of mine called just the other day and I started asking his advice about places we should go if we decided to actually start touring the country. My friend made a lot of sound recommendations and he also told me about <a href="http://www.cabletelevision.net/">direct tv</a> which really made me excited. Perhaps my wife and I will start mapping places out this weekend.</div><br />
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