...with life, with love, with the new apartment, with my job struggles .... sigh. I'm just fed up with all of it. I don't want to be a grown-up right now, it's not working to my advantage. I want to be in school again, being woken up by my mom every morning, where the only troubles were homework and what to wear that day. No job, no bills, no anything stressful. I want those days back, but they're gone forever. And then I die. Life is really peachy, right? This living thing sucks so bad sometimes.
My back feels a lot better now that I'm walking more, but I feel like giving up some days. Walking is difficult and will always be that way, and sometimes I don't want to fight the good fight anymore. Is all this pain really worth it in the end? I don't know. *sigh* And right now I don't care. I wanna crawl into a cave and never come out.
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